tarkis's Diaryland Diary

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how do I end it

I laid awake most of the night trying to rationally figure out a way out of it all... I know what I wnat to do.. but I can't leave my son alone...
Will he understood the pain was too great or will he think I didn't love him enough to stay around?
The pain is past tears and talk.. I live my life very very quiet. If i withdraw enough.. could i just disappear?

8:56 a.m. - 2005-01-16

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