tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Ching Who was that in my dreams last night, rubbing my feet... looking at me smiling from under the covers. Who was that? His face is lost to me and I think it's my soulmate because i feel so refreshed after the night... like I do when we have played together only this time I am not sure...but I feel calm. I did the I ching yesterday... 3 times... I know I'm to keep him out of my mind... but I just wanted to see... and I didn't like what it had to say to me... about my others... about Alex... about it all... how I was to be one and not let these ( the army of me) have any power... that I was to fight the war and unify.. and I did for him and hated myself for being pleased when I saw what it had to say for him.... but the biggest shock was when I did for "us"... I am going to wait a few days and go back and read it again... just to make sure... but as soon as I read it, I felt as if my soul had been given a gift.... and again another time line. I never seem to listen.... mostly because I don't understand the hows or the possibility... It seems so unreal. But.... It is morning... the sun has come into my soul as I start to get ready for work... and whoever massaged my feet last night... I think I know who... I remember the words you said... your voice... Thanks! 6:21 a.m. - 2003-01-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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