tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so I said so I said ... I want to call him for his birthday... just before midnight and be the first to wish him Happy Birthday on his birthday. and then I said..no... what is wrong with you.. don't do that to yourself... he probably wouldn't be home anyway and if he was he wouldn't be alone... . so I said... ok... I'll send an e-card for his birthday... I know just the one to send... thru nervous nelly... great song. and then I said... no... he wouldn't open it anyway.. he doesn't want to hear from you ... it would be a waste of time and energy. so I said... it's really over isn't it? and then I said... that's what I have been trying to tell you for the longest. so I said... over for ever? and then I said... over for now. so I said... I'm going to miss him, you know? and then I said... I know. so I said.. do I have to stop feeling him? and then I said.. in time. so I said... this sucks, you know? and then I said.. I know... I really know. 8:35 p.m. - 2003-01-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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