tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- nose bleeds? Hmmmm why was his name everyplace I looked yesterday... why were feelings so strong. I know. I know.. I was to call him. but i couldn't .. I didn't. and yet.. just when I thought I had gotten thru the day .. one day at a time.. Jim calls to say he had called him to wish him Happy Birthday. I am glad he called Jim.. but what is going on.. all the co-incidences.. and then when I get angry with all the reminders I am being given.. as if to make sure I know what they are trying to do.. His name spelled out.. Can't ignore that.. but I didn't call. Not that my feelings for him have changed.. I just didn't call. and what's with all this blood? I have never had nose bleeds.. well once or twice when I had a cold... but the taste of blood in my throat when I swallow..no reason.. and now nose bleeds and headaches.. not even a stuffy nose after.. what's up with this? 6:40 a.m. - 2005-01-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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