tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- another sunny day I went for my walk.. again early.. the cool crisp air tightening my cheeks. the sun coming over the hill brightening my thoughts... My crow was not there this morning. I thought about my sleep last night.. deep.. and wondered where I had gone. What had brought me to this place of calm this morning. So much to do... my son's Dad will come out for his graduation. I am glad for my son as he was angry when his father said he didn't think he could make it... so much drama... and James shut him out mentally. I am not happy for myself... for having to be polite and nice... for stopping my tongue. Tonite we go to a special awards ceremony. My son will get his award for all that he does for the youth as part of the area youth board. I am so proud of him... and then of course.. I think.. this is all fine and dandy.. please give money... school, you know? I didn't realize my son has 3 extra days off from school for the holiday this weekend. Had I known we would have been able to go to the full Druid festival... or the full outdoor band festivals... of course, we would have had to make a choice.. and both are what I wnat to do... the druid thing for me spiritually and the band thing..well, I guess that is spiritual also.. though maybe a different aspect. and my thoughts go out to a friend ... that I really don't know.. but that seems to be having such a time in her life... I wish she could get to that place of calm...that place where you do not effect.. only exist... and the good will flow to you. I hope my crow is alright. 6:41 a.m. - 2005-05-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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