tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- last night he was here It was the smell that woke me.. familiar triggering thoughts.. feelings.. safety. I looked around not yet realising that I was still in my bed.. alone. So he was there.. in my soul and mind and heart before I knew what actually was happening... he hadn't gone far.. a dream away... yet last night.. the dream was more than wishful thoughts. I thanked the gods.. and today.. he is not far... but I can't go to that place.. it is not for me to decide. I have left everything in the hands of the gods. I will learn trust yet... 6:41 a.m. - 2005-05-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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