tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- me he permeates everything in my life. memories and distrust. how can I even think I will be able to get into another relationship... trust issues that I have always had... but now made worse with all the crap from D.. he will have to be the most patient and honest person... he will have to understand when I ask the same question every way I can possibly think to ask... it is because I have been lied to so expertly that I need to ask now. he will have to understand I am not able to say how I feel... because I know the moment I do... his game will be over and he will go on his way. he will have to know... trust may never come again.. and accept that.. he will have to know... I can walk away.. at any moment because I fully expect to have to. Well, this is me... just the way it is... 6:46 a.m. - 2005-09-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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