tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just thoughts My runes tell me it is a time of good fortune.. the White Buffalo heralds that time also... So why am I uneasy? My aloneness? My impatience for the future.. of which i know I am not to look to.. but to stay in the moment. and once again.. if there is no past to dwell on and no future I am to look forward to.. then my aloneness of the time is what I am to cocentrate on?... and once again.. if there is no past... nothing to deter.. my love for d surfaces... and if there is nothing I am to look back upon.. to remember.. to give me caution of the moment.. then my enjoyment of J is all the more special. Positive energy thrown out to the universe... my resting in the hands of the gods.. child god that I am... the void between worlds.. the white buffalo reminding me. I will understand.. I will learn. and laughing, I ask where my boredom relief went? Curiosity... nothing more... but I was honest. and it is wonderful having the child home... though I worry more about him here.. than I do there.. he has been seeing friends.. I think kind of disillusioned by some. but he is home for a few more days... just a few more days. and then the nothingness of my day to day life... resurfaces. 6:44 a.m. - 2005-10-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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