tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- another night another sleepless... restless night. Who or what is it that occupies my mind so? Today I have to go to work, I can't just relax at home so tired from not sleeping... so what is up? Is it because I have so much soul searching to do... Is it because the decision I make will hurt not only myself but someone else if it is the wrong one? Or is it because I already know the answer and if the right action... right conduct and then know if I take that I am jumping off the precipice into the unknown and just going by faith. and I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to be the grownup... I don't want to make all the decisions... at least I don't feel the pain. but I must make a decision soon... and the runes say...well they say... hmmm.. actually what I would have expected them to say. 6:24 a.m. - 2003-01-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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