tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- She was she let go... with one last gulp of air... she unclenched her fingers and just ... let go. but before she let go, her fingers grasping the edge... gloves long ago removed .. her fingers slipped with them on.. it all passed in front of her. the reasons why she had held on.. with little justification ... but valid reasons for her. and all the while the cold wind had blown, her fingertips frost bitten and bleeding... cut from the sharpness of the edge. But she had held on. And now she didn't know to what, only that it was time. And so with that deep breath, she closed her eyes, unclenched those fingers and let go. and she floated at first... not quite what she expected... but she floated. and calmness returned... and warmth. She opened her eyes and the realization came.... she was resting in the cradle of the universe. She had forgotten... so lost in her aloneness... so lost in her sadness... her fear. She had forgotten. The universe had not forgotten her. She was safe and forgot about the tomorrows and didn't remember the past, She just was now, immersed in the embryonic fluid of the universe ... at once the creator and the created. She was one. Finally, she was one. 3:55 p.m. - 2003-01-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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