tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So it's to be a roadtrip.... Yea!!! well, I made the decision. when i got home yesterday from work there was a message to call D. I did... hesitantly... expecting hom to say not to come. Of course, I expected that because I had made the decision to go.... well, my son and I will go. My son is hurting too much for me to leave him home.. he needs a change of scenery... a roadtrip... we have alwasy loved roadtrips I am excited, he is happy..and we will go! and D? he was just calling to check on what arrangements I would make. I told him I couldn't fly... that I didn't trust him that much... having my car means I will have the escape hatch. and in very real terms... he will not feel trapped by me. the what if's won't become a problem... because I can always leave.... not have to wait until my pre-determined flight out. we are going.. I am happier than I have been in a long time and really can't explain why. It's not that I have any expectations about this trip.. about seeing D... but I was happy before... and the others are strangely quiet. even Alex. 6:23 a.m. - 2003-05-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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