tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- is it limbo or ust I don't give a damn There's nothing better than waking up late on a Sunday morning with nothing to do... I missed chuch..well, actually.. I didn't plan to go to church so I really did not miss it. and the sun is shining, just warm enough to not be chilly. It will be a good day. Last night I took my son to the "drivein"... friends were meeting us there... it was fun... watching movies from your car... how I loved the concept when I was little and how much fun it still was... and I saw the young couples..dating.. huddled together in their blankets outside watching... and I remembered how romantic it had been when I was young.. I only went with one boy alone to the drivein.. usually other friends would go or meet us there.. memories. WHERE HAVE MY DREAMS GONE????? I felt the connection yesterday at odd times and was surprised.. sometimes I feel as if I am at the edge of that great precipice of change and not sure where my feet should land next.. I need to throw my runes but do not want to hear what they have to say next.. I think I will see my reader ... it is time... my son wants her to come also... maybe... I just wish my future was now... I want to get on with my life... i hate this feeling of being in limbo. at least this morning. 10:05 a.m. - 2003-07-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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