tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In time and she looked out at the world and didn't see its colors... and she felt nothing. she wondered about the loss of feeling but knew it was another in a series of adaptions she was going though and one day she would see the colors.. feel the colors again. but for now she felt nothing. she looked out at the rain and didn;t feel the emotions it ususally brings.. she remembered dreams that had taken a different path... not her path at all.. and she felt indifferent. she knows they have taken control or at least shi. elded her form what was so she will get strong again in time.. she felt that old familiar anger.. rage.. last night when the vacumn broke and the computer stopped doing it's thing... when all her plans for the weekend fell through the cracks in her life ... after she had decided against going to karaoke as she was past that point of caring already.. not sad.. just past. she woke this morning differnt... not the same as before.. but the blackbird was there calling to her until she finally heard his caw and in spite of herself she felt a smile.. and she knew then that it will be alright.. she will be alright.. in time. 6:41 a.m. - 2003-08-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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