tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I wasn't important it is not so much that I think I will never be attracted to someone again.. that's just silly... though I haven't been attracted to many. It's that there was so little regard for my feelings or what this would do to me. I just didn't matter. If I was soo wrong about him... the only person I ever trusted or loved.... How will I ever be able to find that path to trust again? Thinking back just gives me chills... shivers that run up and down my spine... what kind of people are they that consciously.. without regard to another they use... and reuse. But... as plans go awry and my future seems so very uncertain.. why do I still feel him so.. that connection... can't forget that... the gods have blessed me ... I will remember that... I have to. 6:37 a.m. - 2004-06-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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