tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Remember You wrote this in anger just a little bit ago but today you need to read it again... need to remember where to place your heart.. and it isn't here.. Remember.. Please. Don't start down that path again.. Don't make excuses for him... DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM... Don't remember his smile.. don't remember his hurt.. don't remember the past. But when it is all said and done... when the last card has been dealt.. you won't have listened to me.... still another year to go... Dear Karen The next time someone says to you they do not want to be in a relationship.. understand, it means they are in ANOTHER relationship and need to end this one with you. The next time someone says they love you... understand it only means for the moment. The next time someone says she is just a friend going thru some bad times and that they could NEVER care about her like that... understand, it means they are not telling you all of it. The next time you are with someone and a girl is constantly calling leaving messages like "ust calling to let you know I will be at my Mom's for a couple of hours.. "don't believe they are just a friend... run. The next time you have sex with someone.. understand no matter what they say to you... it is just sex. The next time you think about trusting... don't. The next time you think about letting your heart get involved.. remember... The next time you remember his face & his smile as he blew you a kiss for no reason while working in his garden... the next time you remember that he asked you to let him go inside you... that he worried you wouldn't want him to.. the next time you remember his words that when he saw you again even after everything that has happened and now that he is with her, he wouldn't be able to keep his hands off you... the next time you remember all the times he reached for you while supposedly in this other realtionship... Thank the gods above, your name is not Carol. Sincerely, Karen
6:21 a.m. - 2004-06-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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