tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I love this man well, so it is... I didn't think it was possible to be more in love... and less worried about what the future holds for us... at the same time. But I am... from the moment I opened my door and saw him standing there... the past was forgotten and I lived wholly in the moment. I wasn't sure until that very moment that I had forgiven him completely or that my reasons for wanting him to come see me were honest... that I just wanted to see him.. But I was being more honest than I have ever been.. even I had not realized until that moment how deeply I felt about him. the time we had to spend was wonderful..as short as it was.. and this time there were no tears at good byes.... I had only to look in his face and see the love... this time. And now I am more in love and more unsure than I have ever been of the future... but it doesn't matter. I love this man. And I thank the gods for the 2 nights.
12:27 p.m. - 2004-08-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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