tarkis's Diaryland Diary

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dry your tears.. can't cry over what never was

just a quick.. maybe good.. but still just a fuck... remember that's all you really are.

did you expect more? did you expect him to be different? did you really believe when he said he loved you... that he knew he didn't love her.. that he was starting to fall in love with you?

why would you believe that he could actually care... no one has in the past? So why him now?

because of dreams? because of things not seen?

you are not that kind of person... sure they want to fuck you... though you have let very few..

but you are not the one they ever fall in love with.

at least he was nice enough to let you have a few days of thinking he actually cared through all this..

at your age you would think you would know this... you are just a good fuck.

stop trying to put more into it.

You're not that kind of person.

6:12 a.m. - 2004-08-23

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