tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I love him - what do I do? so did he really write it for me? in so many shades of obscurity... but deep down I know it was him. and yet... can he never tell me this to my face.. does he always have to speak where he can deny whatever he said? should I call this morning and take the chance... and can I deal with the hurt again? I love him... but how do I get this under control? I love him... but how do I trust him again? I just love him...will there be a future for us? Can he be faithful? I love him.. will that be enough? and why did he write this... it is as if finally yesterday... our attachment was softer... full of love. Is she gone? Do I dare trust my senses or the runes? Do I try to contact him again? I love him... what do I do? 7:55 a.m. - 2004-09-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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