tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dead inside I want the wheel to make another turn.. I don't want to go thru this.. How do I stop the hurt and the worry and the nothingness that I feel.. This weekend the man who would be my father will be here.. He will ask about Dan.. he always does.. I can't explain what I don't understand. and J keeps putting more pressure on to take this to another level.. but he doesn't know how broken I am. that's just it.. he doesn't ask. he does not know who I am.. and he isn't dan. ... maybe if he actually looked into my eyes.. he would see there is nothing there. 6:20 a.m. - 2004-11-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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