tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a day in my life my son started the rabies shots yesterday... I was proud of how he handled it.. They had me leave the room.. It is terribly painful. how a life changes so quickly.. what thoughts or directions we are headed in... and dan called to see how james was doing and he is having reaction to the medicine.. I wished I could be there to rub his temples and ease his symptons... and last night I worked on his blood.. again I am tired this morning. and there is snow on the ground. and I got a letter from johhny.. with pictures.. one of him sleeping... and i knew it was him from his closed eyes. I miss him.. in a strange way. and the connections have been more peaceful... is dan better? or more peaceful.. or could he actually love me and accepting that? hmmmm. 6:52 a.m. - 2004-11-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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