tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- is that all I need? we have been apart and things have been so bad for so long.. not bad as in anything drastic happening.. just bad because of very little connection.. it has been too long. remember that fresh hurt.. It is off in the distance now.. I look out of the void and no its there but I can't let it touch me. and J helps.. and I look at J and realize he is all that I have wanted... He is into the same things I am..he has an understanding of things.. he is soft in his views.. not scary.. he is successful in his chosen stuff.. but his face does not take my breath away.. his touch does not cause my whole body to respond.. he is not my first thought as I awake.. he doesn't write.. he doesn't read ... he isn't Dan... will he be enough? 8:03 a.m. - 2004-11-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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