tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- get a grip wallowing in the self pity that I have for the last year ... has to stop. Sure... last year at this time I was happier than ever before in my life... and it ended. Actually never was in reality.. only in my mind and that was full of lies and half truths. and you have had a serious talk with yourself... and you know what he is in reality.. not the he you thought he was.. well... that is not who you want or love so.. you are ok with that. and you know where your heart lies. but... now get a grip... you have gained 10 lbs... you are having trouble with your asthma... and days go by with little contact with anyone not work related. Not good. remember who and what you are... do not settle.. believe... trust... stay together.. all of you... the best is yet to come. and the connection..well.. as strong as it is.. don't take that leap. Just know... the gods are with me. 5:40 a.m. - 2005-01-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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