tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just another 24 hours I think it has been decided. Now, to work towards that goal... but when will be the next decision.. before or after the kid goes to college. How much can I get done before.. and if I wait until after will it be too easy to settle into not.. I will forget the harshness of winter for the moment while basking in the summer and fall.. for it is only weather I am moving towards. The thought of another replaced by the acceptance of my aloneness. Even my old friends no longer call.. nor I them... it is as if at 5:00 I am dead until 8:00 the next morning. and when the kid is gone I will have no other reasons to be alive except for those hours.. and that is to pay the bills so that the kid will have a reference point until he makes another. I exist.. therefore I am. 7:50 a.m. - 2005-05-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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