tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this too will pass and the runes this morning explaining exactly what I am feeling and why. getting the kid ready.. making hotel reservations for when I go.. knowing for the first time in many many years... it will be just me staying in that hotel room. He will be in the dorm... I will have checked him in that Friday.. We will have orientation Sat & Sun.. but he will be gone.. and I will return to wherever it will be that I have decided to live.. alone. and all the other grad stuff.. party.. all the stuff I have to do.. I seem much more alone today than I have in such a long time. Today I feel so alone... and frightened. It will get better.. but today... I am frightened. 7:49 a.m. - 2005-05-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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