tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- another hop along the path when the hands of the gods move across the stillness of the soul, the unknown becomes known and the known becomes a distant past. in my dreams last night.. he was there.. we were having so much fun.. laughing.. he that I can't put a picture of in my mind.. only his aura is there. I know who it is not. we were close in my dream... laughing.. getting closer and then he asked me.. he asked me to marry him. Everything stopped as I looked into his face .. the eyes I remember.. the look of his soul.. I remember.. ths sound of his laughter.. I remember.. his gentleness and the color of his aura.. that I remember.. and I hesitated.. What about D... my mind asked.. what about D.. what if he needs you and you are not there for him. it was a moment.. I at the edge of the precipice.. ready to jump... hesitated. and in my dream. later.. after we had made passionate love.. the act of which I do not remember ... just the knowledge that we had given to each other.. knowlege was given to me.. from the gods. on love and the act of giving of oneself. I am excited.. I know my future is closer than even I imagined.. I will not be alone and I will be happy. and this morning the runes guided me on my path.. a path unrecognizable as I have not been here before. I am not afraid. and am in love with what is.. what is not.. and what will be. 7:20 a.m. - 2005-07-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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