tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just another day another day. I went for a walk last night with T.. fun.. walked 3 miles on the track down by the river.. beautiful and it was good to feel the energy of the people passing by... and he shyly reached for my hand. I didn't mind so much as wished he hadn't.. it wasn't the right time... if ever a time would have come.. it was not then. Though the walk is beautiful and the green filling our souls with its health and ease. I found a feather.. and then the bird it belonged to.. a very large toad.. strange looking as a hybrid might... and animals.. and life.
this weekend.. my birthday. the one I refuse to have..I will go out and paint. The kid has plans to go to a b-day party for his friend.. hers is a day before mine.. I will like the seclusion. Last year I remembered.. he sent me flowers.. and then we met up for a few days ... it was a lie . but this year.. I am at peace with myself and the gods... maybe I will even work more on my grant. Maybe. and I am better.. even before I took antibiotics.. I was better. children of the gods, we are capable of much.. only depends on where you focus your energies. 7:19 a.m. - 2005-07-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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