tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- just a day.. just another 24 hours so I dreamed of the place for a day.. only the place.. not the man. So I said no. and my dreams last night of a man... not a place. and waking .. thoughts of the man.. the man that does not want me. and my heart feels heavy... for those having to deal with the reality of the harshness of life. I am pitiful to worry about my aloneness... at least I have food.. water.. safety.. and the occasional phone call from my son who is also safe. I have much to be grateful for... my aloneness is not so bad in the grand scheme of things. so my energy will be thrown to the universe... to help those needing it. 9:17 a.m. - 2005-09-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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