tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Manny's back... YEA!!!!!!! and hearing that voice, a voice recognizable and full of memories, I turned. He was there.. my Manny.... but you are not real... I said.. Go Away. Now why would you say that... I am as real as you are... and I laughed... which one of me???? and he laughed. I knew he was speaking the truth..... Where have you been? Here .. there.. wherever... with you... as always. I didn't see you... You didn't want to... But I was there. Manny and I talked long... and he explained himself... I could have used you a time or two... you know.. there were times I felt lonelier than I ever have.... you could have been there for me.. if you were truly my friend... if you truly cared. He laughed... I am not your friend... at least not your concept of a friend... I am the one that says it like it is... and he said much more... and I listened... and I didn't like much of what he said... stuff about D... stuff about me.. about the us ... but I understood... and he asked the hard questions.. not like the old man who listens and surrounds me with colors and comfort and more love than I will ever fully know.. it is wonderful having Manny back... again the blessings fall... undeserved surely... but blessings none the less.. and I asked him not to leave again... I am no longer worried if others think I am crazy... whatever we are... we are. my path.... I chose the right one... and I am so excited traveling it... and should I try to go see the kid in his play this weekend back at school???? long drive alone.. this time both ways.. but I have never completely missed a performance what to do .. what to do... 6:44 a.m. - 2006-03-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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