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the casino

push the button, pull the handle...
push the button, pull the handle...
eyes never leaving the screen.

push the button, pull the handle
push the button, pull the handle
smileless faces lost in their dream.

push the button, pull the handle
push the button, pull the handle
smoke destroying bodies, souls lost.. no foul

push the button, pull the handle
push the button, pull the handle
the jackpot's waiting, can you feel it now

push the button, pull the handle
push the button, pull the handle
push the button, pull the handle.

Yep, We went to the casino last nite. The buffet was the best.. Wow... great great food... of course, I spent an extra hour at the Y this morning..

but it was the most depressing place... brought back memories of 25 years ago & Vegas & Michael & violence and deep deep sadness that exists for so many many people.

I watched people.. their faces and felt hurt deep inside that I can't explain...

It was an assault to my senses on every level.. until I went to the gift shop and saw the beautiful dreamcatchers and artwork... I knew the hands that had created some of it... they were good.. deep inside good and their energy gave me a boost.. I asked if we could leave now..

But .... I now have my very own ID card... complete with neck attachment so it will not get lost and I can easily insert it into a machine for gambling credit... and if I gamble enough... why, I can even get the buffet for free and possibly... just possibly be able to pick from some of their prizes.

Wow.. oh wowee gee...

Buffet - $15.00
Dreamcatcher - $40.00
Figurine - $110.00

Do you think if I lost maybe $1,000... they would give me this for free? Along with lung cancer...

You think????

10:48 a.m. - 2006-04-01

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