tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- some days waking up in the aloneness is difficult working at home is not all it should be... I wanted to call in sick today... I wanted to sleep in late... and just stay in pj's curled upon the sofa and read and listen to some flute music.. but as I sit looking at the hill behind me bathed in shades of greens and browns, I smile... it is time to be awake and alive. and words once said reminding me today.. in a time of great weakness... his manipulation complete. Yes, he will always be loved... and I even have the capability of forgiving completely and forgetting... however, trust... my sacred contract.. that trust.... why, there is no reason now to trust.. at least in him. but I am trusting in the universe... and today is just another day on that path... and truth be told... I made the phone call.. the phone call that in all reality was bringing the worry and sleepless nite.. and it was remedied in an instant.. even more than I could have expected. hand in hand I walk, always resting in the cradle of the universe. Blessed be. 7:28 a.m. - 2006-04-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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