tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what do I have? and so I dried spearmint yesterday.. bringing back memories of another time and place as the house smelled wonderfully of the fragrant herb. as a child walking thru the forest and land.. coming upon a wild spearmint patch was a gift. one which I took advantage of excitedly. and watching the kid appreciate it all made me smile. I am sooo glad he is home.. one more summer. He tells me there is now a probability that he will not come home for fall break or go to his father's. He wants to go camping with friends ..... I understand completely.. He is young and full of life and dreams and hopes.. exactly as I would want him to be. and life goes on. and I have this day to make the most of. this day. what if it were only this day? what if? closure... ain't it grand I wonder... did he know that was all I needed.. as long as I could still feel the connection? as long as I knew there was nothing more he wanted or needed me to give? it was truly all about him and what he wanted... for I only had to understand the connection & what it meant I wonder, did he understand. I am glad I now do. 6:46 a.m. - 2006-06-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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