tarkis's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the dance of the ins and outs I hate knowing the kid will have to learn the hard way... but it doesn't help for me to try and explain. Soon... Working on a big deal.. famous last words of the father. I told him I had heard that many times before. Tuition payments don't stop for waiting on the father figure... I did tell him that. He is important in his world...He is somebody that people treat with respect... I asked him if he was not so sure it wasn't fear... and then I laughed... what does importance matter anyway???? in his world... how about the real world we are all a part of... but I smiled... lots.. listening to the kids words.. he will learn. and listening to events... and feeling the energy of the hot story... mis-directed energy, me thinks. so last night being able to dance solo in the colors.. in the quietness of the night.. a pale shade in the green.. My path.. the wild, overgrown cobblestoned path is mine.. and in my aloneness.. a blessing to be able to concentrate on what is... for me, anyway. and so my search has brought me to a place.. I never expected to be at. 6:59 a.m. - 2006-08-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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